ONCE UPON A TIME, I’VE JUST GOT GRADUATED FROM MY UNI.
THE IMMEDIATE ISSUE WAS TO FIND A JOB.
TO ASSOCIATE MY SELF WITH A COMPANY OR SOMETHING RATHER THAN DOING NOTHING.
SO THAT HOW IT WENT. AROUND 4 MONTHS OF UNEMPLOYMENTSHIP NEARLY KILLED ME. WELL I WAS NOT 100% UNEMPLOYED THOUGH, BCOZ I JOINT AN EDUCATION COMPANY, NAME PRIMAGAMA AS AN ENGLISH TEACHER. BUT IT WASNT REALLY WHAT I WANTED, I DID IT BECOZ I NEED TO HOLD ON.
THEN I SPREAD MY JOB APPLICATIONS TO EVERY CORNER OF POSSIBILITIES.
EVEN I CAME TO HAVE AN INTERVIEW WITH A VERY SMALL COMPANY IN SUCH A WAY THE INTERVIEWER TOLD ME WETHER I WAS SERIOUS, BECOZ ACCORDING TO HIM I’D BE NOT SUITABLE WITH THE NATURE OF THE JOB IT SELF AS MY EDUCATION INDICATES OTHERWISE (NOT TRYING TO SAY TO BE OVER QUALIFIED).
ONE DAY A FRIEND OF MINE IN AUSTRALIA OFFERED ME A PARTIME JOB IN JAKARTA.
MEANWHILE I WOULD HAVE HAD A JOB INTERVIEW AS WELL FROM THE INSTITUTION THAT I’M CURRENTLY IN. SO I GRABED THAT OPPORTUNITY.
I REMEMBER HOW I PRAYED IN A MOSQUE (MASJID) DURING THE FRIDAY PRAYER. I WAS READY TO GO, HEADING TO THE INTERVIEW VENUE IN KUNINGAN JAKARTA FROM BEKASI WHICH WILL BE AROUND 45 MINUTES BY BUS.
I WAS THINKING BEFORE I HAVE THE INTERVIEW, I’D BETTER NOT TO BE ABSENT FROM THAT FRIDAY PRAYER.
SO I WENT FOR IT, A FRIDAY PRAYER.
IT WAS ALMOST CAME TO MY UNFORTUNATE BECAUSE IT STARTED TO RAIN WHICH THEN MADE ME SO UPSET OF MISSING THE INTERVIEW.
BUT THEN I PRAYED TO GOD (ALLOH SWT), I WISHED HIM TO GIVE ME THE BEST IN MY FUTURE EMPLOYMENTSHIP.
IF THIS TIME WAS NOT MEANT FOR ME, IT WOULD BE FINE WITH ME. BECOZ I BELIEVE THAT HE WILL GIVE ME THE BEST, THE MOST SUITABLE FOR ME AS HE KNOWS THE PAST, PRESENT AND THE FUTURE. AND HE DONT DO BAD THINGS TO HIS FOLLOWERS. HE JUST GAVE US OPTIONS TO CHOOSE, TO DECIDES.
SO I GIVE MY SELF UP TO GOD THAT DAY.
I LOOKED UP AT THE RAINY SKY AND SMILE TO GOD, THAT, WOULD IT BE MY DESTINY, ONE WAY OR ANOTHER GOD WOULD HAVE IT (THE RAIN) STOPS.
AND AMAZINGLY IT WAS THE CASE.
THE RAIN SUDDENLY STOPED AFTER I FINISH SMILLING TO GOD. A SINCERE (I WOULD CLAIM IT SO) SMILE THROUGH A HEART.
THEN, ALHAMDULILLAH, I GOT TWO JOBS, THE ONE THAT WAS FROM AUSTRALIA, AND THE ONE THAT I WAS TRYING TO ATTEND ITS INTERVIEW SESSION THAT UP TO NOW IS MY EMPLOYEE. I’M AN EMPLOYEE OF THE STATE SINCE THAT TIME
FROM THEM I’VE GOT ALESSON:
IF YOU ARE UPSET ABOUT THE WORLD.
STOP FOR A WHILE.
PUT THINGS ASIDE YOUR EGO AND PASSION.
PRAY TO GOD
PRAY TO GOD
PRAY TO GOD
SMILE TO GOD
SMILE TO GOD
SMILE TO GOD
WELL HOPEFULLY THAT WOULD ALWAYS BE THE CASE, BUT I CANT REALLY TELL YOU WETHER THAT ONE WOULD ALWAYS IT.
NEXT TOPIC:
THESE DAYS, I’M SMILING TO GOD TOO.
BECAUSE I THINK I HAVE FOUND WHAT I HAVE ALWAYS LONGING FOR IN LIFE.
AN ANGEL WHO WILL SAVE MY LIFE.
AN ANGEL WHO WILL SPEND HER LIFE TIME WITH ME.
AN ANGEL WHO TAKES ME THE WAY I AM, UNCONDITIONALLY (EXCEP THE WEDDING RINGS
AN ANGEL WHO DARE TO CROSS THE OCEAN OF LIFE IN THE SAME BOAT WITH ME.
AN ANGEL WITH WHOM I WISH WOULD GIVE ME LITTLE BUT CUTER VERSION OF ME: HAPPY JUNIORS HAHAHA
AN ANGEL TO WHOM I WOULD MARCH TO A WAR FOR HER PROTECTION.
AN ANGEL TO WHOM I WOULD SWEARING MY SELF TO BE A FAITHFUL FOOL FOR HER.
AN ANGEL TO WHOM I WOULD SPEND THE REST OF MY TIME WITH.
AN ANGEL TO WHOM I WOULD KILL ANYBODY OR ANYTHING TRYING TO DISRUPT HER PEACEFUL SLEEP.
AN ANGEL WHO WILL TEACH ME HOW TO BE SINCERE.
AN ANGEL WHO WILL TEACH ME HOW TO BE ABLE TO REACH THE HEAVEN TOGEHTER.
AN ANGEL WHO WILL SLAP ME ON MY FACE WHEN I TEND TO BE DERAILED.
AN ANGEL WHO WILL CRY AND LAUGH WITH ME.
AN ANGEL WHO WILL HOLD MY HAND TO SMILE TO ALLOH SWT.
IN FACT, I’M SMILING TO THANK GOD THAT HE FINALLY SEND HER OVER TO SAVE ME.
TO BRING ME A NEW BORDERLESS SKY OF HAPPINES.
DEAR MY ANGEL:
I CANT REALLY PROMISE YOU THAT THERE WILL BE NO UPS AND DOWNS AHEAD US.
BUT JUST LIKE A RED ROSE BLOSSOMING SURROUNDED BY THE TORNS.
WE HAVE TO ADJUST OUR SELVES WITH "THE TORNS OF THE WORLD’S" IF WE EVENTUALLY DECIDED TO BLOSSOM IN THE GARDEN OF LIFE.
WELCOME TO MY LIFE DEAR MS. ERIANA KARTIKA ASRI (WILL LATER BE KNOWN AS MRS. HAPPY
WHOM I LATELY FOUND HER TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE
MAY ALLOH SWT WILL ALWAYS BE WITH US, SAVING US FROM SUFFERS, BESTOWING US WITH HAPPINES EVER AFTER.
AMIN.
JATI BENING. 10.2.07